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  <title>The Snow Garden</title>
  <subtitle>Justin</subtitle>
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    <name>Justin</name>
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  <updated>2004-07-25T09:48:13Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:scarter:43941</id>
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    <title>Ice</title>
    <published>2004-07-25T09:48:13Z</published>
    <updated>2004-07-25T09:48:13Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Adia - Sarah McLachlan</lj:music>
    <content type="html">"Ice" Remix&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Ice is thin c'mon dive in, &lt;br /&gt;Underneath my lucid skin, the joy is long forgotten.&lt;br /&gt;Hours pass, days pass, time is standing still.&lt;br /&gt;Light gets dark and darkness fills my soul...it's all forbidden. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't want to forget you, I feel like I've lost you...&lt;br /&gt;Only a fool...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think you worried for me then,&lt;br /&gt;The subtle way that I gave in but I know&lt;br /&gt;It's all forgotten. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tied down on this bed of shame, &lt;br /&gt;Tried to move around the plane, but oh&lt;br /&gt;your soul is anchored...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The only confort is a picture of the Rivers&lt;br /&gt;You enter into me a Liar! Oh your wings...&lt;br /&gt;All for what? I can take all that I can get.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Only a fool was here...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't stand your tragic time,&lt;br /&gt;It's like your god has passed you by&lt;br /&gt;Well, here, that's your deception. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your angels speak with gilted tongues &lt;br /&gt;You have no strength to squander. &lt;br /&gt;The only comfort is the mirror of the rivers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You enter into me a liar! On your face..&lt;br /&gt;All for what? &lt;br /&gt;Oh I'll take all I can get.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Only a fool was here to stay.&lt;br /&gt;Only a fool was here to stay...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Only a fool was here...</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:scarter:43662</id>
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    <title>Justin has lost his field of innocence... and he wants it back.</title>
    <published>2004-07-12T08:41:47Z</published>
    <updated>2004-07-12T08:43:27Z</updated>
    <content type="html">A time so haunting moonlight in the mist&lt;br /&gt;lay me down Beside you oh as long as it lasts&lt;br /&gt;from the river comes a figure drifting slowly by&lt;br /&gt;trailing long the water, leaving softer than a sigh&lt;br /&gt;softer than a sigh&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;All the feelings they remain like a still life&lt;br /&gt;a dying swan song forever lost your cries of glory&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;The rain is falling down like silence in a shroud&lt;br /&gt;when all that really matters left to lose&lt;br /&gt;i'm all alone&lt;br /&gt;i'm all alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All the feelings they remain like a still life&lt;br /&gt;a dying swan song forever lost your cries of glory&lt;br /&gt;walking from the shadows, a fear of sadness grows&lt;br /&gt;your heart is in your hand your knowing looks&lt;br /&gt;              &lt;br /&gt;Our time is gone&lt;br /&gt;my time is gone&lt;br /&gt;Swan's dying song...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By the shadows of the night i go&lt;br /&gt;i move away from the crowded room&lt;br /&gt;that sea of shallow faces masked in warm regret&lt;br /&gt;they don't know how to feel they don't know what is lost&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lost in the darkness of a land&lt;br /&gt;where all the hope that's offered is&lt;br /&gt;memories of being taken by the hand&lt;br /&gt;and we are led into the sun&lt;br /&gt;but i don't have a hold on what is real&lt;br /&gt;though we can only try&lt;br /&gt;what is there to give or to believe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want it all to go away i want to be alone&lt;br /&gt;sympathy's wasted on my hollow shell&lt;br /&gt;i feel there's nothing left to fight for&lt;br /&gt;no reason for a cause&lt;br /&gt;and i can't hear your voice and i can't feel you near&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lost in the darkness of a land&lt;br /&gt;where all the hope that's offered is&lt;br /&gt;memories of being taken by the hand&lt;br /&gt;and we are led into the sun&lt;br /&gt;but i don't have a hold on what is real&lt;br /&gt;though we can only try&lt;br /&gt;what is there to give or to believe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wanted a change knowing all i could do was try&lt;br /&gt;I was looking for someone...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the walls are closing in&lt;br /&gt;and the colors fade to black&lt;br /&gt;and my eyes are falling fast and deep into me&lt;br /&gt;and i follow the tracks that lead me down&lt;br /&gt;and i never follow what's right&lt;br /&gt;and they wonder sometimes when they see all the&lt;br /&gt;sadness and pain the truth brings to light&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cause i can't see no reason&lt;br /&gt;what is blind cannot see&lt;br /&gt;cause i want what is pleasing&lt;br /&gt;all i take should be free&lt;br /&gt;what i rob from the innocent ones&lt;br /&gt;what i steal from the womb&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If i cried me a river of all my confessions&lt;br /&gt;would i drown in my shallow regret&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the walls are closing in&lt;br /&gt;and the colors fade to black&lt;br /&gt;and my eyes are falling fast and deep into the sea&lt;br /&gt;and in darkness all that i can see&lt;br /&gt;the frightened and the weak&lt;br /&gt;are forced to cling to the mistakes they know nothing of&lt;br /&gt;at mercy are the weak&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cause i can't see no reason&lt;br /&gt;what is blind cannot see&lt;br /&gt;cause i want what is pleasing&lt;br /&gt;all i take should be free&lt;br /&gt;what i rob from the innocent ones&lt;br /&gt;what i steal from the womb&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If i cried me a river of all my confessions&lt;br /&gt;would i drown in my shallow regret...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The worlds on fire its more then I can handle&lt;br /&gt;Ill tap into the water try and bring my share&lt;br /&gt;Try to bring more, more then I can handle &lt;br /&gt;Bring it to the table &lt;br /&gt;Bring what I am able&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Hearts are worn in these dark ages&lt;br /&gt;Youre not alone in these stories pages&lt;br /&gt;The light has fallen amongst the living and the dying&lt;br /&gt;And Ill try to hold it in &lt;br /&gt;Yeah Ill try to hold it in&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;I watch the heavens but I find no calling&lt;br /&gt;Something I can do to change whats coming&lt;br /&gt;Stay close to me while the skys falling&lt;br /&gt;I dont wanna be left alone dont wanna be alone&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;Hearts break    hearts mend    love still hurts&lt;br /&gt;Visions clash planes crash still theres talk of &lt;br /&gt;saving souls  still colds closing in on us&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;We part the veil on our killer sun&lt;br /&gt;Stray from the straight line on this short run&lt;br /&gt;The more we take  the less we become&lt;br /&gt;The fortune of one man means less for some...&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;I will be the answer at the end of the line&lt;br /&gt;I will be there for you while you take the time&lt;br /&gt;In the burning of uncertainty I will be your solid ground&lt;br /&gt;I will hold the balance if you cant look down&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;If it takes my whole life I wont break I wont bend&lt;br /&gt;Itll all be worth it worth it in the end&lt;br /&gt;Cause I can only tell you what I know&lt;br /&gt;that I need you in my life&lt;br /&gt;When the stars have all gone out&lt;br /&gt;youll still be burning so bright&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Cast me gently into morning&lt;br /&gt;For the night has been unkind&lt;br /&gt;Take me to a place so holy&lt;br /&gt;That I can wash this from my mind&lt;br /&gt;The memory of choosing not to fight&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;If it takes a whole life I wont break I wont bend&lt;br /&gt;Itll all be worth it worth it in the end&lt;br /&gt;Cause I can only tell you what I know&lt;br /&gt;That I need you in my life&lt;br /&gt;And when the stars have all burned out&lt;br /&gt;Youll still be burning so bright &lt;br /&gt;Cast me gently into morning for the night has been unkind...</content>
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    <title>Hehehe *chuckles*</title>
    <published>2004-06-09T15:56:14Z</published>
    <updated>2004-06-09T15:56:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;table width="250" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="black" align="center"&gt;&lt;font style="color:white; font-size: 16pt;"&gt;scarter's LJ stalker is qualinesti!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="center" bgcolor="white"&gt;&lt;font style="color:black; font-size: 12pt;"&gt;qualinesti is stalking you because a little birdie told them you talked behind their back. They are also prank calling you regularly!&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;form method="POST" action="http://www.go-quiz.com/stalker/stalker.php"&gt;LiveJournal Username:&lt;input name="uname"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;input type="submit" value="Who is your LJ Stalker Friend?"&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/form&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/stalker/stalker.php"&gt;LJ Stalker Finder&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;From &lt;a href="http://www.go-quiz.com"&gt;Go-Quiz.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:scarter:41963</id>
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    <title>GAH!</title>
    <published>2004-05-26T16:52:39Z</published>
    <updated>2004-05-26T16:52:39Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Toy Box - In The Night</lj:music>
    <content type="html">IT HAPPENED AGAIN! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I must just have one of those faces. =/</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:scarter:38669</id>
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    <title>Angel, Sarah McLachlan</title>
    <published>2004-04-06T17:04:08Z</published>
    <updated>2004-04-06T17:04:08Z</updated>
    <content type="html">spend all your time waiting&lt;br /&gt;for that second chance&lt;br /&gt;for a break that would make it okay&lt;br /&gt;there's always one reason&lt;br /&gt;to feel not good enough&lt;br /&gt;and it's hard at the end of the day&lt;br /&gt;I need some distraction&lt;br /&gt;oh beautiful release&lt;br /&gt;memory seeps from my veins&lt;br /&gt;let me be empty&lt;br /&gt;and weightless and maybe&lt;br /&gt;I'll find some peace tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in the arms of an angel&lt;br /&gt;fly away from here&lt;br /&gt;from this dark cold hotel room&lt;br /&gt;and the endlessness that you fear&lt;br /&gt;you are pulled from the wreckage&lt;br /&gt;of your silent reverie&lt;br /&gt;you're in the arms of the angel&lt;br /&gt;may you find some comfort there&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so tired of the straight line&lt;br /&gt;and everywhere you turn&lt;br /&gt;there's vultures and thieves at your back&lt;br /&gt;and the storm keeps on twisting&lt;br /&gt;you keep on building the lie&lt;br /&gt;that you make up for all that you lack&lt;br /&gt;it don't make no difference&lt;br /&gt;escaping one last time&lt;br /&gt;it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh&lt;br /&gt;this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in the arms of an angel&lt;br /&gt;fly away from here&lt;br /&gt;from this dark cold hotel room&lt;br /&gt;and the endlessness that you fear&lt;br /&gt;you are pulled from the wreckage&lt;br /&gt;of your silent reverie&lt;br /&gt;you're in the arms of the angel&lt;br /&gt;may you find some comfort there&lt;br /&gt;you're in the arms of the angel&lt;br /&gt;may you find some comfort here</content>
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    <title>Yarrr</title>
    <published>2004-03-16T19:58:12Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-16T19:58:12Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/twistednbroken15/1044704899_myimmortal.jpg" border="0" alt="My Immortal"&gt;&lt;br&gt;My Immortal.&lt;p&gt;Your Lyrics&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm so tired of being here&lt;br /&gt;Suppressed by all my childish fears&lt;br /&gt;And if you have to leave&lt;br /&gt;I wish that you would just leave&lt;br /&gt;'Cause your presence still lingers here&lt;br /&gt;And it won't leave me alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These wounds won't seem to heal&lt;br /&gt;This pain is just too real&lt;br /&gt;There's just too much that time cannot erase&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears&lt;br /&gt;When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears&lt;br /&gt;I held your hand through all of these years&lt;br /&gt;But you still have&lt;br /&gt;All of me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You used to captivate me&lt;br /&gt;By your resonating light&lt;br /&gt;Now I'm bound by the life you left behind&lt;br /&gt;Your face it haunts&lt;br /&gt;My once pleasant dreams&lt;br /&gt;Your voice it chased away&lt;br /&gt;All the sanity in me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These wounds won't seem to heal&lt;br /&gt;This pain is just too real&lt;br /&gt;There's just too much that time cannot erase&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears&lt;br /&gt;When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears&lt;br /&gt;I held your hand through all of these years&lt;br /&gt;But you still have&lt;br /&gt;All of me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone&lt;br /&gt;But though you're still with me&lt;br /&gt;I've been alone all along&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears&lt;br /&gt;When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears&lt;br /&gt;I held your hand through all of these years&lt;br /&gt;But you still have&lt;br /&gt;All of me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/twistednbroken15/quizzes/What%20Evanescence%20song%20are%20you%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Evanescence song are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <title>Hrmm</title>
    <published>2004-03-05T20:01:16Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-05T20:01:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/chaoscomesatnite/1073353899_ngsofSteel.jpg" border="0" alt="SteelWings"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You have wings of &lt;b&gt;STEEL&lt;/b&gt;. No one's really&lt;br&gt;sure why, but at this point in your life you've&lt;br&gt;shut off emotion to the point of extreme&lt;br&gt;apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of&lt;br&gt;the time...or perhaps you're just a good&lt;br&gt;pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,&lt;br&gt;even those who do never see the real you. It's&lt;br&gt;entirely possible that YOU don't even know the&lt;br&gt;real you. You have a certain fascination or&lt;br&gt;attraction to destruction on a massive scale -&lt;br&gt;disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of&lt;br&gt;the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much&lt;br&gt;inside, one day you're simply going to snap.&lt;br&gt;Then the mask will fall away, and your true&lt;br&gt;wings will be revealed. Until then you will&lt;br&gt;deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter&lt;br&gt;silence and acceptance. On the positive side,&lt;br&gt;you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not&lt;br&gt;much can crack through your defenses. You&lt;br&gt;intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why&lt;br&gt;you're the way you are. A loner and one who&lt;br&gt;spends much of their time brooding and&lt;br&gt;contemplating life and death - you are a time&lt;br&gt;bomb waiting to explode and create some&lt;br&gt;destruction of your own.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/chaoscomesatnite/quizzes/*~*~*Claim%20Your%20Wings%20-%20Pics%20and%20Long%20Answers*~*~*/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Interesting. Anyway I'm off to home (homeward bound?) I guess. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With Love&lt;br /&gt;Justin</content>
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    <title>1,000 Words</title>
    <published>2004-02-25T20:08:03Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-25T20:22:37Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I know that you're hiding things&lt;br /&gt;Using gentle words to shelter me&lt;br /&gt;Your words were like a dream&lt;br /&gt;But dreams could never fool me, not that easily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I acted so distant then&lt;br /&gt;Didn't say goodbye before you left&lt;br /&gt;But I was listening&lt;br /&gt;You'll fight your battles far from me, far too easily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Save your tears, 'cause I'll come back"&lt;br /&gt;I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door&lt;br /&gt;But still I swore&lt;br /&gt;To hide the pain when I turned back the pages&lt;br /&gt;Shouting might have been the answer&lt;br /&gt;What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?&lt;br /&gt;But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Though a thousand words&lt;br /&gt;Have never been spoken&lt;br /&gt;They'll fly to you&lt;br /&gt;Crossing over the time and distance holding you&lt;br /&gt;Suspended on silver wings&lt;br /&gt;And a thousand words, 1000 confessions&lt;br /&gt;Will cradle you, making all of the pain&lt;br /&gt;You feel seem far away&lt;br /&gt;They'll hold you forever!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The dream isn't over yet&lt;br /&gt;Though I often say I can't forget&lt;br /&gt;I still relive that day&lt;br /&gt;You've been there with me all the way&lt;br /&gt;I still hear you say:&lt;br /&gt;"Wait for me, I'll write you letters."&lt;br /&gt;I could see how you stared with your eyes to the floor&lt;br /&gt;But still I swore&lt;br /&gt;To hide the doubt when I turned back the pages&lt;br /&gt;Anger might have been the answer&lt;br /&gt;What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait?&lt;br /&gt;But now I'm strong enough to know, it's not too late.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;'Cause a thousand words&lt;br /&gt;Called out through the ages&lt;br /&gt;They'll fly to you&lt;br /&gt;Even though we can't see&lt;br /&gt;I know they're reaching you&lt;br /&gt;Suspended on silver wings&lt;br /&gt;Oh, a thousand words, 1000 embraces&lt;br /&gt;Will cradle you, making all of&lt;br /&gt;Your weary days seem far away&lt;br /&gt;They'll hold you forever!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, a thousand words&lt;br /&gt;Have never been spoken&lt;br /&gt;They'll fly to you&lt;br /&gt;They'll carry you home&lt;br /&gt;And back into my arms&lt;br /&gt;Suspended on silver wings, oh!&lt;br /&gt;And a thousand words&lt;br /&gt;Called out through the ages&lt;br /&gt;They'll cradle you&lt;br /&gt;Turning all of the loneliness to holy days&lt;br /&gt;They'll hold you forever!</content>
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    <title>Heheh...great</title>
    <published>2004-02-23T18:24:35Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-23T18:24:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Pink - "Trouble"</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.ladyinterference.com/assorteds/quiz.html" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.ladyinterference.com/assorteds/nought.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="arial"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.ladyinterference.com/assorteds/quiz.html" target="_blank"&gt;what decade does your personality live in?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;quiz brought to you by &lt;a href="http://www.ladyinterference.com/" target="_blank"&gt;lady interference, ltd&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heheh...yeah.</content>
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    <title>scarter @ 2004-02-23T10:10:00</title>
    <published>2004-02-23T18:10:44Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-23T18:12:27Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Code Crush - ???</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Face longing, an endless mad desire was created in this place &lt;br /&gt;    What's true, what's false, this overflowing information I don't understand has &lt;br /&gt;    caught us, cornered us, again today I'm tested &lt;br /&gt;    by the unpainted face of a street filled with sadness &lt;br /&gt;    in buried by a crowd on the edge of a street understanding &lt;br /&gt;    A crowd of people all making the same face, will someone again come to understand? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    Let's confront it! All of your love, a few wishes, hold them tight! &lt;br /&gt;    I'm going, this thirsty heart is surely in paradise &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    Before the you who seems to be reaching your hands out towards "giving up" and "the end" is &lt;br /&gt;    at least- to warm someone's heart, even if I prepare words, this place- &lt;br /&gt;    Nothing is hypocritical, nothing is meaningless, nothing is seen as powerlessness &lt;br /&gt;    I know of many nights sleeping while wearing my disappointment &lt;br /&gt;    But even that, even if you make me listen while crying &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    Confront it! The thing you must crossover, that's surely &lt;br /&gt;    Too afraid, you're own heart is pushed to the limit &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    So, everyone, grasp your right to freedom and happiness &lt;br /&gt;    But "surely" and "more" is something I must change &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    Let's confront it! All of your love, a few realities, hold them tight! &lt;br /&gt;    I'm singing, this puzzlement overflows and conceals &lt;br /&gt;    Disorder is increasing in this era, it all seems so illogical and &lt;br /&gt;    made to shane out into that and before we go &lt;br /&gt;    Yes, CODE CRUSH &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Shrug*</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:scarter:34434</id>
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    <title>You know, one of those things.</title>
    <published>2004-02-20T19:42:36Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-20T19:42:36Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Favorites&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Color:Teal and Black. &lt;br /&gt;Shape:Diamond.&lt;br /&gt;Name(Boy/Girl):Casey/Shara&lt;br /&gt;Place:Some forest somewhere...&lt;br /&gt;Actor/Actress:Alice Kridge&lt;br /&gt;Friend(Best or whatever):Don't got one. I don't play favorites, k?  &lt;br /&gt;Class(If App.):Never had a favorite class. &lt;br /&gt;Site(Web):MTV.com/Homestarrunner.com&lt;br /&gt;Song:1,000 Words (FFX-2 OST/Koda Kumi)...Yeah I know. I change it a lot. =]-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aside from the usual...not much new. I've been playing FFX-2 like notha, and I'm around completing it. I'm at lv. 50+ atm, (I think) And I have once again changed my mind as for my favorite dress sphere/class. I LOVE Beserker. Rikku is so cute in a furry outty! *Puurrrs* Heheh. So tight. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;^^; Hehehe yeah anyway, back to reality. I just got done taking 2 tests, one for Ethics and the other for Econ. Considering I got a huge F on the first Ethics Exam, I was up rather early this morning studying. (5AM *gasp* =p) And my grades have been going on a downward spiral for ethics: 85/75/65/55...and I just took this one, so we'll see. ^^;;; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things are going ok though. I had to sit down and figure my classes out for next quarter (already for Yevon's sake!...&lt;div class='ljparseerror'&gt;[&lt;b&gt;Error:&lt;/b&gt; Irreparable invalid markup ('&amp;lt;_&amp;lt;&amp;gt;') in entry.  Owner must fix manually.  Raw contents below.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="width: 95%; overflow: auto"&gt;Favorites&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Color:Teal and Black. &lt;br /&gt;Shape:Diamond.&lt;br /&gt;Name(Boy/Girl):Casey/Shara&lt;br /&gt;Place:Some forest somewhere...&lt;br /&gt;Actor/Actress:Alice Kridge&lt;br /&gt;Friend(Best or whatever):Don&amp;#39;t got one. I don&amp;#39;t play favorites, k?  &lt;br /&gt;Class(If App.):Never had a favorite class. &lt;br /&gt;Site(Web):MTV.com/Homestarrunner.com&lt;br /&gt;Song:1,000 Words (FFX-2 OST/Koda Kumi)...Yeah I know. I change it a lot. =]-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aside from the usual...not much new. I&amp;#39;ve been playing FFX-2 like notha, and I&amp;#39;m around completing it. I&amp;#39;m at lv. 50+ atm, (I think) And I have once again changed my mind as for my favorite dress sphere/class. I LOVE Beserker. Rikku is so cute in a furry outty! *Puurrrs* Heheh. So tight. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;^^; Hehehe yeah anyway, back to reality. I just got done taking 2 tests, one for Ethics and the other for Econ. Considering I got a huge F on the first Ethics Exam, I was up rather early this morning studying. (5AM *gasp* =p) And my grades have been going on a downward spiral for ethics: 85/75/65/55...and I just took this one, so we&amp;#39;ll see. ^^;;; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things are going ok though. I had to sit down and figure my classes out for next quarter (already for Yevon&amp;#39;s sake!...&amp;lt;_&amp;lt; &amp;gt;_&amp;gt; *Does the: Praise be to yevon, thing. ..yeah* =pp) and it looks like I might get into Bio tech soon. One of my many passions: Bio Technology. 8-) Will be tight, to say the least.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love&lt;br /&gt;Slade&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.....Alrighty, back to your lives now, there is nothing more to read! Shu! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;......Still there eh?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;KAZAM a quiz for you! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;serene, kind and loving. Your heart never&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;tears, and you let out fear with light. The&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;blue light means distance. You are afraid to&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;get to close to people. You have been betrayed&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;once before and can&amp;#39;t do it again. Your dream&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;You love humanity and lonliness. You will have&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;love in your life and will never pass by&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;will always separate you. You can always find&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;about life. Your head seem to be up in the&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;clouds, though you body is down on Earth. You&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;change and each time come back a better person.&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;The blue moonliht will always guide to safety&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;in the darkest hour.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;&amp;lt;br&amp;gt;&amp;lt;font size=&amp;quot;-1&amp;quot;&amp;gt;&amp;lt;a href=&amp;quot;http://quizilla.com/users/Rainingmoonlight/quizzes/What%20shade%20of%20moonlight%20are%20you%3F%20(Boys%20or%20Girls)/&amp;quot;&amp;gt;What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/font&amp;gt;&amp;lt;BR&amp;gt; &amp;lt;font size=&amp;quot;-3&amp;quot;&amp;gt;brought to you by &amp;lt;a href=&amp;quot;http://quizilla.com&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Quizilla&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/font&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content>
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    <title>Quiz, big surprise eh?</title>
    <published>2004-02-02T20:32:47Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-02T20:32:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/N/nyrata/1073912122_neressquiz.JPG" border="0" alt="DarkMagic"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's&lt;br&gt;beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.&lt;br&gt;Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't&lt;br&gt;mean you're not friendly!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please rate ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/nyrata/quizzes/What%20kind%20of%20dark%20person%20are%20you%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What kind of dark person are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>Existence</title>
    <published>2004-02-02T19:53:27Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-02T19:53:27Z</updated>
    <content type="html">You come into the threshold of another starless night of fear&lt;br /&gt;You're running from the "demons" that would drag you down again&lt;br /&gt;Illusions of the world are spinning out of time and frame and syncranicity&lt;br /&gt;You're so sad&lt;br /&gt;You're such a sad-eyed girl&lt;br /&gt;You're so sad in your sub-plot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What is this, what is this, this mess of my existence is&lt;br /&gt;All these politics of life and death and relevance&lt;br /&gt;It's my existence&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another morning it comes running up your bedpost with the wind&lt;br /&gt;You face yourself just like you always do, time and time again&lt;br /&gt;The mortal coil of image, inner peace and satisfaction&lt;br /&gt;And so you keep it on the down-low&lt;br /&gt;Hiding all the secrets that are down below&lt;br /&gt;And so you keep it on the down-low&lt;br /&gt;Tell me baby was it worth it all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wassup Girl&lt;br /&gt;It's my turn&lt;br /&gt;You cry and your eyes burn&lt;br /&gt;What's your life's turn&lt;br /&gt;Beautiful girl&lt;br /&gt;Who all the guys yearn&lt;br /&gt;What's more to your story&lt;br /&gt;You still learn&lt;br /&gt;Despite why your eyes burn&lt;br /&gt;Soul-Searchin'&lt;br /&gt;I seek and find the ole merchant&lt;br /&gt;The high beacon &lt;br /&gt;Your eyes talk&lt;br /&gt;When you ain't speakin&lt;br /&gt;And at school &lt;br /&gt;You cry out &lt;br /&gt;Why does water deep dry out?&lt;br /&gt;Your getting gyped &lt;br /&gt;Flat out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh just take it all, make it work and make some sense&lt;br /&gt;Just take it all,&lt;br /&gt;You're my existence&lt;br /&gt;You're my existence</content>
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    <title>Turning Point</title>
    <published>2003-12-11T06:21:14Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-11T06:25:46Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Several things have happend this past week that I've been able to sort through easier then most. First being that I have ended my fall quarter at Pierce, and will start up the Winter quarter in early January. At that time I will be taking Nutrition, Ethics and Social Problems related courses. I intend to have a steady job by that time; I am hoping that I am able to cope with the mental, physical and emotional stresses that would bring, but I'm confidant that I will. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for anything related to "what's new" I'd have to say Kamden's strength to still deal with me,(=p) and a new friend, Danny. Both have gone out of their way to make me feel much more comfortable in life, and as a person in general. Kamden an angel, and Danny; almost like an older brother. Which is very much appreciated considering the hell that's been going on in my family and at heart. Things like my and my mother's seperate counseling sessions, the constant stress running through this family's veins, and my own self loathing and insecurities are driving me up the wall. However knowing Stephen is alright after all that really makes my life much brighter, to say the least.   &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kamden is one of the only strengths I can turn too in times like this; considering I am barely just beginning to stand alone from my family and their issues. Something I deeply long for, is to finally get to stand on my own, and of course get down to Florida sometime SOON. Like asap would be great. But that won't happen till I get my job...which I am working on. Heh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh yeah, I just got two new books (thanks Danny ^_^) Both by Christopher Rice, The Snow Garden and A Density of Souls.  &lt;br /&gt;Both of which I will be reading asap. Plus I stopped by the library and picked up some books I've been meaning to read for awhile, so I'll be busy over break ^^: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Micheal Darcher (my Eng 231 instructor) wants me to submit my play to SLAM (Student Literary and Arts Magazine), after giving it a 3.9 However, in light of his rejection (3.2 &amp;gt; 2.8) of my revised portfolio, I've decided to leave well enough as is. Besides I wrote the freaking thing in 10m; if I wanted it in SLAM I would have submitted multiple papers, but that's not going to happen. In his own words: "Fuck'em"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Sigh* It's about 10:13pm, I'm going to get yelled at for singing on for 2m to post this, and then I'll hit the shower and then bed. Maybe a read in between. I dunno. &lt;hugs all="all" around="around"&gt; I'll keep in touch. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love Slade</content>
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    <title>Final</title>
    <published>2003-12-07T18:14:48Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-07T18:14:48Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I can't run anymore,&lt;br /&gt; I fall before you,&lt;br /&gt; Here I am,&lt;br /&gt; I have nothing left,&lt;br /&gt; Though I've tried to forget,&lt;br /&gt; You're all that I am,&lt;br /&gt; Take me home,&lt;br /&gt; I'm through fighting it,&lt;br /&gt; Broken,&lt;br /&gt; Lifeless,&lt;br /&gt; I give up,&lt;br /&gt; You're my only strength,&lt;br /&gt; Without you,&lt;br /&gt; I can't go on,&lt;br /&gt; Anymore,&lt;br /&gt; Ever again.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; My only hope,&lt;br /&gt; (All the times I've tried) &lt;br /&gt; My only peace,&lt;br /&gt; (To walk away from you)&lt;br /&gt; My only joy,&lt;br /&gt; My only strength,&lt;br /&gt; (I fall into your abounding grace)&lt;br /&gt; My only power,&lt;br /&gt; My only life,&lt;br /&gt; (And love is where I am)&lt;br /&gt; My only love.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; I can't run anymore,&lt;br /&gt; I give myself to you,&lt;br /&gt; I'm sorry,&lt;br /&gt; I'm sorry,&lt;br /&gt; In all my bitterness,&lt;br /&gt; I ignored,&lt;br /&gt; All that's real and true,&lt;br /&gt; All I need is you,&lt;br /&gt; When night falls on me,&lt;br /&gt; I'll not close my eyes,&lt;br /&gt; I'm too alive,&lt;br /&gt; And you're too strong,&lt;br /&gt; I can't lie anymore,&lt;br /&gt; I fall down before you,&lt;br /&gt; I'm sorry,&lt;br /&gt; I'm sorry.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; My only hope,&lt;br /&gt; (All the times I've tried) &lt;br /&gt; My only peace,&lt;br /&gt; (To walk away from you)&lt;br /&gt; My only joy,&lt;br /&gt; My only strength,&lt;br /&gt; (I fall into your abounding grace)&lt;br /&gt; My only power,&lt;br /&gt; My only life,&lt;br /&gt; (And love is where I am)&lt;br /&gt; My only love.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Constantly ignoring,&lt;br /&gt; The pain consuming me,&lt;br /&gt; But this time it's cut too deep,&lt;br /&gt; I'll never stray again.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; My only hope,&lt;br /&gt; (All the times I've tried) &lt;br /&gt; My only peace,&lt;br /&gt; (To walk away from you)&lt;br /&gt; My only joy,&lt;br /&gt; My only strength,&lt;br /&gt; (I fall into your abounding grace)&lt;br /&gt; My only power,&lt;br /&gt; My only life,&lt;br /&gt; (And love is where I am)&lt;br /&gt; My only love,&lt;br /&gt; My only hope,&lt;br /&gt; (All the times I've tried) &lt;br /&gt; My only peace,&lt;br /&gt; (To walk away from you)&lt;br /&gt; My only joy,&lt;br /&gt; My only strength,&lt;br /&gt; (I fall into your abounding grace)&lt;br /&gt; My only power,&lt;br /&gt; My only life,&lt;br /&gt; (And love is where I am)&lt;br /&gt; My only love.</content>
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    <title>-__-zzZzzZZzzzZZZ</title>
    <published>2003-12-06T03:55:55Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-06T03:55:55Z</updated>
    <lj:music>My Immortal - Eva</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Devilgurl66653/quizzes/%3C%3C%3E%3E%3F%3F%3FWhat%20Kind%20Of%20Angel%20R%20You%3F%3F%3F%3C%3C%3E%3E(%20Anime%20Pics%20)/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/Devilgurl66653/1064331900_puntitled2.jpg" border="0" alt="Friendly"&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;&amp;lt;&amp;lt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;???What Kind Of Angel R You???&amp;lt;&amp;lt;&amp;gt;&amp;gt;( Anime Pics )&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/donarepa/1066804824_litaryquiz.JPG" border="0" alt="solitary"&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your soul is bound to the &lt;b&gt;Solitary Rose&lt;/b&gt;: The&lt;br&gt;Alone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"When I wake up alone, the shades are still&lt;br&gt;drawn on the cold window pane so they cast&lt;br&gt;their lines on my bed and lines on my&lt;br&gt;face."&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,&lt;br&gt;melancholy, and patience.  It is governed by&lt;br&gt;the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,&lt;br&gt;or Unrequited Love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a&lt;br&gt;hopeless romantic.  You desire love and have so&lt;br&gt;much love to give, but things just never seem to&lt;br&gt;work out the way you want them to.  In life,&lt;br&gt;you can be very optomistic, even when things&lt;br&gt;are gray and nothing works out to your&lt;br&gt;expectations.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/donarepa/quizzes/What%20Rose%20Is%20Your%20Soul%20Bound%20To%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <title>Yo</title>
    <published>2003-12-03T01:58:35Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-03T01:58:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Evolution - Ayumi Hamasaki</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="48D1CC" border="1" width="50%"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;&lt;big&gt;you are mediumturquoise&lt;/big&gt;&lt;br&gt;#48D1CC&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="-1"&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your dominant hues are green and blue.  You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others.  Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you.  You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's.  You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up.  You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://spacefem.com/colorquiz"&gt;the spacefem.com html color quiz&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>Heh</title>
    <published>2003-11-20T22:13:44Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-05T23:30:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.mutedfaith.com/quiz/qz4.htm" target="new"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.mutedfaith.com/images/time.jpg" border="0"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.mutedfaith.com/quiz/qz4.htm" target="new"&gt;find your element&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at &lt;a href="http://www.mutedfaith.com" target="new"&gt;mutedfaith.com&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>Yarrr</title>
    <published>2003-11-19T03:01:46Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-05T23:33:49Z</updated>
    <lj:music>C. Schuman, Scherzo Op. 10,</lj:music>
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    <title>Quiz 4 U</title>
    <published>2003-10-30T01:37:23Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-05T23:30:48Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Nothing. Silence. I've got a headache. &lt;_&gt;</lj:music>
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    <title>Hehehe yeah.</title>
    <published>2003-10-20T02:44:21Z</published>
    <updated>2003-10-20T02:44:21Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.utherworld.com/quiz.htm" target="new"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.utherworld.com/images/midgarquiz.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.utherworld.com/quiz/quiz7.htm" target="new"&gt;Where in the Final Fantasy world?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>Test VII</title>
    <published>2003-09-18T22:53:34Z</published>
    <updated>2003-09-18T22:53:34Z</updated>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:scarter:16567</id>
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    <title>Savage Garden, welcomes you...</title>
    <published>2003-09-06T09:00:00Z</published>
    <updated>2003-09-13T20:18:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">CHAINED TO YOU&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We were standing all alone you were leaning in to speak to me&lt;br /&gt;Acting like a mover shaker dancing to Madonna then you kissed me&lt;br /&gt;And I think about it all the time&lt;br /&gt;Sweet temptation rush all over me&lt;br /&gt;And I think about it all the time&lt;br /&gt;Passion desire so intense I can't take anymore because&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel the magic all around you&lt;br /&gt;It's bringing me to my knees&lt;br /&gt;Like a wannabe&lt;br /&gt;I've got to be chained to you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And when you looked into my eyes felt a sudden sense of urgency&lt;br /&gt;Fascination casts a spell and you became more than just a mystery&lt;br /&gt;And I think about you all the time&lt;br /&gt;Is this fate is it my destiny&lt;br /&gt;That I think about you all the time&lt;br /&gt;I no longer pretend to have my hand on the wheel because&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel the magic all around you&lt;br /&gt;It's bringing me to my knees&lt;br /&gt;Like a wannabe&lt;br /&gt;I've got to be chained to you&lt;br /&gt;I feel the magic building around you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel the magic all around you&lt;br /&gt;It's bringing me to my knees&lt;br /&gt;Like a wannabe&lt;br /&gt;I've got to be chained to you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I think about it all the time&lt;br /&gt;And I think about it all the time&lt;br /&gt;Tell me it's madness I barely know you&lt;br /&gt;We were standing all alone you were leaning in to speak to me&lt;br /&gt;Ten steps back you're still a mystery&lt;br /&gt;Acting live a mover shaker dancing to Madonna then you kissed me&lt;br /&gt;I can't take anymore because&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel the magic all around you&lt;br /&gt;It's bringing me to my knees&lt;br /&gt;Like a wannabe&lt;br /&gt;I've got to be chained to you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel the magic building around you&lt;br /&gt;I feel the magic all around you&lt;br /&gt;It's bringing me to my knees&lt;br /&gt;Like a wannabe&lt;br /&gt;I've got to be chained to you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tell me it's madness&lt;br /&gt;I barely know you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well with that out of the way, I'm going to bed, to try not to think of things that should be dealt with. Hheeh good night all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Drifting off to inevitable nightmares alone.&lt;br /&gt;Kerrigan</content>
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    <title>Sum of two</title>
    <published>2003-09-03T23:17:55Z</published>
    <updated>2003-09-03T23:17:55Z</updated>
    <content type="html">See this face look out on the black mind, if it had a home would it be nice? Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this?.....Well here we go now one more time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I tried to Crown your steps...&lt;br /&gt;I tried to chase you down.&lt;br /&gt;You would have none of me;&lt;br /&gt;Just better believe, I tried. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I tried to hold your hand&lt;br /&gt;I tried to catch these tears&lt;br /&gt;You would have none of me;&lt;br /&gt;Just better believe, I tried.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I tried to give my soul&lt;br /&gt;I tried to kill my mind&lt;br /&gt;You would have none of me;...&lt;br /&gt;Just better believe I tried.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For you I cried, for you I try&lt;br /&gt;For you I dried, for you I lied&lt;br /&gt;For you I'm Dying inside;&lt;br /&gt;Just better believe, I tried. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like a fool, I still try,&lt;br /&gt;I try to crown your steps&lt;br /&gt;I try to chase you down&lt;br /&gt;But in the end, you don't care about us;&lt;br /&gt;Just better believe, I tried.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I tried so hard, but nowhere.&lt;br /&gt;I try so hard, like a fool I do&lt;br /&gt;But you will have none of me; (my tears)&lt;br /&gt;Just better know, I tried. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My life, lay here before you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Standing here, casting a lonely eye on two..&lt;br /&gt;Looking at Him, looking at You.</content>
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    <title>Stuck</title>
    <published>2003-08-16T20:08:51Z</published>
    <updated>2003-08-16T20:08:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Stuck, Stacie Orrico</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Lyrics : Stuck&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I cant get out of bed today&lt;br /&gt;Or get you off my mind&lt;br /&gt;I just cant seem to find a way to leave the love behind&lt;br /&gt;I ain't trippin&lt;br /&gt;I'm just missin you&lt;br /&gt;You know what I'm saying&lt;br /&gt;You know what I mean&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You kept me hanging on a string&lt;br /&gt;Why you make me cry&lt;br /&gt;I tried to give u everything&lt;br /&gt;But you just give lies&lt;br /&gt;I ain't trippin&lt;br /&gt;I'm just missin you&lt;br /&gt;You know what I'm saying&lt;br /&gt;You know what I mean&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Every now and then&lt;br /&gt;When I'm all alone&lt;br /&gt;I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone&lt;br /&gt;Say you want me back&lt;br /&gt;But you never do&lt;br /&gt;I feel like such a fool&lt;br /&gt;There's nothing I can do&lt;br /&gt;I'm such a fool for you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't take it&lt;br /&gt;What am I waiting for&lt;br /&gt;My heart's still breakin&lt;br /&gt;I miss you even more &lt;br /&gt;And I can't fake it&lt;br /&gt;The way I could before&lt;br /&gt;I hate you but I love you&lt;br /&gt;I cant stop thinkin of you&lt;br /&gt;It's true, I'm stuck on you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now love's a broken record&lt;br /&gt;That's been skippin' in my head&lt;br /&gt;I keep singing Yesterday&lt;br /&gt;Why we got to play these games we play?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I aint trippin&lt;br /&gt;I'm just missin you&lt;br /&gt;You know what I'm saying&lt;br /&gt;You know what I mean&lt;br /&gt;Every now and then&lt;br /&gt;When I'm all alone&lt;br /&gt;I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone&lt;br /&gt;Say you want me back&lt;br /&gt;But you never do&lt;br /&gt;I feel like such a fool&lt;br /&gt;There's nothing I can do&lt;br /&gt;I'm such a fool for you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't take it&lt;br /&gt;What am I waiting for&lt;br /&gt;My heart's still breakin&lt;br /&gt;I miss you even more &lt;br /&gt;And I can't fake it&lt;br /&gt;The way I could before&lt;br /&gt;I hate you but I love you&lt;br /&gt;I can't stop thinkin of you&lt;br /&gt;It's true, I'm stuck on you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Every now and then&lt;br /&gt;When I'm all alone&lt;br /&gt;I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone&lt;br /&gt;Say you want me back&lt;br /&gt;But you never do&lt;br /&gt;I feel like such a fool&lt;br /&gt;There's nothing I can do&lt;br /&gt;I'm such a fool for you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't take it&lt;br /&gt;What am I waiting for&lt;br /&gt;My heart's still breakin&lt;br /&gt;I miss you even more &lt;br /&gt;And I can't fake it&lt;br /&gt;The way I could before&lt;br /&gt;I hate you but I love you&lt;br /&gt;I cant stop thinkin of you&lt;br /&gt;I hate you but I love you&lt;br /&gt;I cant stop thinkin of you&lt;br /&gt;I don't know what to do&lt;br /&gt;I'm stuck on you</content>
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